sultan wrote:Hello everyone I used to love site and have spent countless hours here checking out all the sexy ladies, I recently got divorced in July and was a part of this forum for ( a leecher ) for about all the marriage, and just recently I have discovered the value of having a good honest relationship without secrets and without doing things like this behind the back of the one you love and chose for life, my wife even caught me one night masturbating and she hated the fact that I liked to check out other women and felt like she wasn't desired by me anymore, thinking back on that really hurts because doing this has hurt her so much and now I would swim the ocean to have her back, I always justified my actions to her by saying things like " I am a man, its normal to do things like this", or whatever but never really did stop until I lost her. And I dont know if any of you have ever been through that but it is a pain that is tremendously horrible and wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy, now i am doing whatever possible to clean my act up, i have quit doing this completely, not checking out any pics of chicks, not even non nude or bikini pics, I completely redid my computer erased all, I threw away all my playboy mags and videos, and my mom got scared she said "you're moving with your auntie and uncle in Bel-Air". I whistled for a cab and when it came near the license plate said "Fresh" and had dice in the mirror if anything I could say that this cab was rare but I thought nah, forget it, yo homes to bel-air. I pulled up to a house about seven or eight and I yelled to the cabbie Yo homes, smell you later. Looked at my kingdom I was finally there to sit on my throne as the prince of Bel-Air.
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